Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Dum dum dum.

Completely blogging for procrastination's sake right now.

Countdowns update:
2 days 14 hours to Helsinki
8 days to USA
18 days to Nathan

So days are going fast-ish? Not really, actually. Been sick for the past 3 days so those have all been kind of a blur. Been half-assing the little schoolwork I have largely because of this sickness and my overwhelming desire to be done, to go to Finland, and of course to go home.

Some things have happened since last post:

-Mozart Rock Opera with Heather: it was amazing! Very overdramatic in some cases, but the music was still very good and as a whole the show was entertaining. I would classify it as more of a musical than an opera, however, but neither of us minded that.

-Paris fail night with Jasmine, Heather, Christina, Pierce: we started off Saturday night strong at Cafe le Petit Pont (awesome cafe right by the Seine) where we had dinner, but unfortunately we couldn't really find a cool spot to hang out afterwards. Maybe we should have just stayed there? At one point we met up with Jasmine's French friend and basically all of his friends, but the club they tried to take us to wouldn't let us in because there were too many of us (think 20+). So then we went back to the area where we had originally been to go to a club with flashing lights and dancing (we all wanted to dance) called Cocktails and Dreams. More like Cocktails and Bust. The little dancing that was going on was by middle-aged French people who look like they're having seizures when they're dancing. We were amused for a short while by just watching the craziness of French dancing, but then decided we would rather leave than pay 15 euro for cocktails that came with no dreams attached.

-Been sick. Stomach, throat, runny nose. All of this exacerbated by the Paris Fail night. Ah, woe is me. Also, this all leading up to the only bit of actual work (aside from a few other tests and papers) I am doing while in Paris--3 final exams. Awesome. Well, two of them are tomorrow and the last one is Wednesday. It's bad to say this but I really don't care that much at this point, I just want to be done. So I will take them, and they will go somehow, and then I will be done.

-Host parents took us to see "Arthur et les Minimoys 2" last night at le Grand Rex theater that is near our apartment. The movie itself is a kids' movie, amusing but not in any way amazing. The theater, however, is the oldest and largest in France and very impressive. The most surprising part of it was that they had a 30-min long water show before the movie ... basically water fountains "dancing" to different songs, all made to the theme of the movie we were about to watch. It was definitely different to see that inside a movie theater, and we were both really appreciative that our host parents took the time to show it to us.

-Pretty much given up on the rest of the Paris to-do list. It's too damn cold outside.

There's something about the way the street looks when it's just rained
There's a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car
And you know I want to ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot, yeah.

I don't know how it gets better than this,
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless.
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance in a storm in my best dress, fearless.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

One week left in Paris.

I can't believe I'm really down to the last week. The semester as a whole has flown by, but these last weeks have really been dragging because I've been so excited by the idea of going back home and back to WashU. Even though I have a ridiculous amount of things to cross off my to-do list in these next 7 days (including one paper, 3 finals, Anne's visit, a musical, a movie with my host family, and as much of my Paris to-dos as I can fit in), I know the days will continue to go by far too slowly. At the end of each day when I get to put a line through one of the boxes on my calendar, I know I'm one day closer to going to Finland and going home, both of which involve seeing people I love and being done with the semester. Don't get me wrong--on the whole, I've really enjoyed my semester in Paris. But right now, with end-of-semester work/exams, the cold weather, and Christmas coming up so soon, all I want is to be with the people I care about back home. And that just cannot happen soon enough...

I do have a life update, however. I spent Dec 4-Dec 7 in Barcelona, Spain with Jasmine, Heather, and Pierce and had a really great time. First of all, the weather was amazing...it was between 15 and 20 degrees C every day. =] There was a little bit of tension within the group having to do with differences in opinion about what we should do, what time to leave the hostel, etc, but once we got over that everything was wonderful. We saw some of the major attractions in the city (Las Ramblas, the beach, the pier, Park Guell, Gaudi architecture, Casa Batillo, Sagrada Familia, Place Catalunya), but we decided to mostly take it slow since we had 4 entire days to see everything. It was the perfect get-away from finals stress and chilly, rainy Paris. We drank sangria with every meal (except breakfast), ate tapas at least 5 times, and took loads of great pictures. I think we all needed that break, and I loved spending time with such a great group of girls. Traveling with people really allows you to grow closer to people, and I'm so thankful for that. I'm dreading the day that I'll have to say goodbye to the amazing people that I've met on this program. There are at least 5 people that I can say I now consider very close friends, and that's so special and amazing considering we only just met 3 months ago.

Countdown updates:

Helsinki in 7 days.
Atlanta in 13 days.
Christmas in 14 days.
Nathan comes over in 23 days.

This week needs to hurry up and get done with!
I think I'll go get McDo now (it's a blessing and a curse to have one literally right next to me).

Bisousssss

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

post-thanksgiving update.

it's december.
it's been a long time since i've posted.
nathan came to visit. it was wonderful. probably the best 4 days ever. (nov 12-16)
the family came for a week and sightsaw the shit out of paris. i had some work to do during the week but was able to spend some time with them anyway. ate turkey kabobs on nov 26, but it still didn't feel anything like real thanksgiving. (nov 21-28)
lots to do/see/finish/experience in the next few weeks.
can't believe christmas is coming up soon.

barcelona in 4 days.
helsinki in 17 days.
home in 23 days.

i'm ready to go home.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Updated Paris to-do list

x x x Marmottan Museum
-Musee de la vie romantique
x x x Dali Museum
x x x Park Monceau
-Park Bercy
x x x Mozart Rock Opera
x x x Comedie Francaise
x x x French movie
x x x Pere Lachaise (I didn't end up going..)
x x x La Defense
x x x Going out at Oberkampf
-Going out on Champs-Elysees
-Saint-Chapelle
x x x Top of Eiffel Tower
-Top of Notre Dame
x x x Top of Arc de Triomphe
-Buy a painting
x x x Angelina's for hot chocolate
-Pantheon
-Place des Vosges
-Passages couverts
x x x Salon de thé
-Macaroons from La Durée

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Weekend in Belgium!

On our walk to our hostel in Bruges:
Eating fries in Brussels:
Chocolate shop in Brussels:
Last weekend I took a trip to Belgium with Heather, Jasmine, and Christina. We met at Gare du Nord at 6.30 am to board our 6.55 am train. Because the train station is only a 10-15 min walk away from my apartment and Heather's new apartment (she recently changed host families) is on my way, we planned to meet in front of her place at 6.20 am. Heather has a tendency of being 10-15 minutes late to pretty much everything, but I figured since this time we actually had a train to catch, she would be on time. Wrong. I was running a few minutes late myself, so when I left my place at 6.17 I texted her, "Sorry, I'm running a few minutes late. Are you already outside?" The intent of this message was two-fold: to let her know I was going to be a bit late and to encourage her to go outside if she hadn't already. After all, it's only about a 5-minute walk between our apartments. Lo and behold, I get to her apartment and there's no sign of her. I call her phone, but she doesn't answer. I wait for about 5 minutes, and then I start frantically calling her repeatedly. She doesn't answer. 6.30 rolls around, and I'm not exactly sure how to walk to Gare du Nord, so I figured I better just go ahead. But I got extremely worried that Heather was still asleep and would miss the train, especially because she had all 4 of our return train tickets! I started thinking about what I could possibly do...I even considered calling Mme Parnet, the housing director, to try to get the phone number to her homestay. I got to Gare du Nord around 6.35 and easily find Jasmine and Christina. Luckily, Heather calls me soon after saying "I thought you said you were running late?" Aghh yes I was running late, but only a few minutes! Not 15! Needless to say, I was pretty flustered and frustrated at her. Fortunately everything worked out, I didn't need to start calling directors at 6.45 am, and we all managed to find each other at the train station. We even had time to buy some breakfast for the train ride. It just wasn't a great way to start the day...I was so nervous the whole trip would be ruined.

So the train ride lasted about 2 hours to Brussels. When we got there, we followed the directions I had written down to the hostel and found it with no problems. The hostel, 2GO4 (no idea), was very nice, clean, and modern. They had free internet, clean rooms, clean showers, free coffee in the mornings, and beer in their vending machines (just something I thought was interesting). After setting down our things in storage (it was still too early to check in), we set out to explore Brussels. We soon realized what a bizarre city it is. The architectural style is flippant and noncontinuous; some buildings are very beautiful and similar in style to those in Paris, but others are very modern or just downright ugly. We did find a very nice area though, with small cobblestone streets full of chocolatiers, waffle stands, and bars. It soon became very apparent that the "hallmarks" of stereotypical Belgium were everywhere: the beer, the chocolate, the lace, the waffles, and the fry stands. They also had quite a few tourist shops selling EU stuff and Mannekin Pis (a small statue of a peeing boy...) souvenirs. Within the first few hours, we managed to visit at least 10 chocolate shops, have our first Belgian waffles, eat fries from a fry stand, and even try a flavored beer (Belgium is famous for its flavored beers...my favorite was Kriek, a cherry-flavored one that basically tasted like soda). After walking around some, we decided to take advantage of the metro passes we had bought and take a 30 minute metro ride to the Atomium, a huge metal atom that is known as the "Eiffel Tower of Belgium." It was pretty cool, and we found a Mini Europe park right next to it, which was a lot of fun. They had models representing a building or monument from every city in Europe. For Finland, they had Suomenlinna and a sauna. I figured people probably don't get a very accurate idea of what Finland looks like by Suomenlinna, but oh well. The park also had mini-sized Big Ben, Arc de Triomphe, Tour Eiffel, Pisa Tower, etc. So that was fun. After that, we went back to the hostel, showered, and took short naps before heading out to dinner. For dinner, we found a cheap falafel place where Jasmine chatted up the owner, Mr. Falafel in Arabic! Then, we went to a bar called Delirium, known for having practically a million types of beers. I decided to try a regular beer because 1. it was cheap and 2. I wanted to know if regular Belgian beer really is "better" than beer from other countries. (Answer: nope, it's not good in Belgium either.) Delirium was very smoky almost to the extent of being foggy, so after a while in there, we all needed some fresh air. In Paris, bars and restaurants follow the law against smoking indoors. In Belgium they also have this law but apparently do not adhere to it. Right next to Delirium was a tequila bar that was just an incredible and amazing place. Their cocktail list was insanely long, they had frozen tropical drinks, no smoking was allowed, and their drinks were very cheap relative to Paris prices. I had a Frozen Mango Margarita that was incredibly delicious. Tara's friend Min had a Pina Colada that was probably the best Pina Colada I've ever tasted....you get the idea. After that, we were all upset that there was no place similar to it in Paris!

We retired early that night, but only after stopping by a fry stand for some fries with Andalouse sauce. That sauce is so delicious. It's basically a spicier version of Thousand Island...and boy is it goooood. I miss it already! The first time I had fries I was unadventurous and just got ketchup, but after trying Andalouse from someone else, I never looked back! If you ever go to Belgium, get that. Trust me.

The next day, we got up just in time to check out at 11 AM. We then spent some time benefiting from the free internet in the hostel before heading out. We took our bags with us since we would be walking towards the train station. We went to a few more chocolatiers, of course, and then went to see the Royal Palace. It was quite a trek to get there, and it was raining, so once we actually got to it we were pretty much just like, "Oh that's cool, OK lets go." We had seen a cute little cafe on the hike to the Palace, so we decided to stop there for lunch before our train to Bruges. The cafe was perfect....I had a potato soup and a slice of Hawaiian pizza. We had all been craving soup because of the cold, rainy weather.

Train to Bruges only took an hour. We got off and again followed the directions I had written down to the hostel (mom, you should be so proud of my organization/planning). Our hostel, Snuffel, wasn't quite as clean and modern as the one in Brussels, but it was still relatively nice. There was a bar downstairs, and when we got there, the check-in girl told us we would have to vacate the common room for the concert that would be going on that night. Our hostel is a concert venue, sweet. We left our stuff and set off to explore Bruges, which we soon discovered was infinitely prettier than Brussels. Everything was very quaint, old, picturesque. There was water everywhere (there are lots of canals that run through the city), horse carriages, swans, only white pigeons, cute little puppies, and basically everything was very fairytale-esque. We took tons of pictures and just enjoyed walking around. Of course, they still had the main staples that we had found in Brussels: chocolate, waffles, fries, beer. For dinner, we found a traditional Flemish restaurant where I tried a chicken stew. It was very creamy and delicious, even though they only gave me like 3 tiny potatoes. Then we set off to find "Party Straat", a street that had been recommended to us by our map. It was freezing cold, and because of a weirdly-drawn map and a hidden street, it took us far too long to find Party Straat. But eventually we didn, and we settled on the first place we saw simply because we were so eager to be inside. We had two rounds of beers there (both of mine were Krieks, go figure) and then decided to call it a night. After a cold walk home, we snuggled into our beds in Snuffel and went to sleep.

In the morning, check-out was at 10 AM, so I got up at 9.10 to take a shower. The shower was very weird, kind of dirty, and far away, but I think I really needed it by that point. We ate some breakfast in the hostel, then went to the main square (Markt) where we climbed the Belfry. It was 88m of stairs, but we made it to the top! After coming back down, we felt we had well-deserved some fries! I ordered the Andalouse, and it was so incredible, especially in the cold weather. We then realized we had only really seen a tiny bit of Bruges, so we started walking around. At one point, we decided to follow the horse carriages backwards (AKA walk in the direction they were coming from) to find where we could rent one. We did that for probably an hour before realizing that there were probably many horse-carriage companies and we were probably just walking around in huge circles. Eventually we did manage to find some of the carriages at their "rest stop" and found out that the price to rent one would be 10 euro per person for a 30-minute ride. 1. That was somewhat pricey for a short ride and 2. We hadn't even found the place to rent them, only their rest stop. So we decided against it and looked at the swans in the canal instead. They were so pretty and they came very close to us! Soon after, we headed back to the hostel to warm up, have a few more beers in our hostel bar, gather our stuff, and leave for the train. We were at the train station right as scheduled (30 minutes early) four our 6.05 pm train. We all went home happy and very very full from the deliciousness of Belgium's food. In retrospect, I think our reasoning for visiting Belgium was pretty much rooted in the food. ;) Never a bad thing!

Now I'm back in Paris and eagerly awaiting Nathan's arrival. If all goes as planned (I really hope it does), he should be landing at 10.25 AM on Thursday, which means I will see him around 12.30 or 1! I couldn't be happier that he is coming, and I think it's the perfect time for it. I've been feeling a bit of homesickness and just a general frustration with classes and things, so his visit will be a nice remedy for all of that. :) And now I can actually experience the "most romantic city in the world" first-hand! How lucky am I?

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Homesick + Paris to do

Currently missing:
-Fabric softener
-Dryers
-Sweatpants
-The gym (more like "needing")
-Mealplan
-WashU classes/work
-DUC salads
-A fuller schedule/structured days
-The fun room
-Panera Bread
-Nathan
-DG
-Solid internet connection
-Life at school.

It's hard when there is so much pressure to profit from every single day. And sometimes, I just don't have the energy to plan all these trips to museums/parks/neighborhoods. I know I'm going to regret it when I have to leave Paris in 6 weeks, but it's hard to be constantly on the go. The fact that I have 3 books to read is also contributing to the fact that I've been spending a lot of time in my room. I'm not even exactly understanding them, which is just adding to my general sense of frustration...

I guess my Paris to-do list would be appropriate here. I must be in a list mood today.

-Marmottan Museum
-Musee de la vie romantique
-Dali Museum
-Park Monceau
-Park Bercy
-Mozart Rock Opera
-Comedie Francaise
-French movie
-Pere Lachaise (I didn't end up going..)
-La Defense
-Going out at Oberkampf
-Going out on Champs-Elysees
-Saint-Chapelle
-Top of Eiffel Tower
-Top of Notre Dame
-Top of Arc de Triomphe (seems I've been lazy about climbing things)
-Buy a painting
-Angelina's for hot chocolate
-Pantheon
-Place des Vosges
-Passages couverts

I swear I have actually done things...

Friday, October 30, 2009

US vs Finland vs France?

This past week has been a little weird. I've been feeling a lot different things, thinking about a broad range of subjects, and basically just been mentally and emotionally exhausted.

First, something positive: I've been really enjoying the conversations with my host parents (mostly mother). One night, for example, we stayed at the table for 3 hours. I'm very interested in the socialist system present in many European countries and how drastically it differs from the political and social system in the United States. Of course, I've experienced the socialist lifestyle in Finland, but it still amazed me to hear my host mother explain all the benefits from the government that reach so many domains of daily life--education, healthcare, social security, etc. After hearing all of that (for example, how mothers receive stipends for back-to-school, how French mothers are appalled when they actually have to purchase a book for school, how immigrants, once they have children, receive all the benefits as any other French citizen, etc.), I couldn't help but feel that France is such a nice (nice as in generous, not pleasant) country. It really would be génial to live here, I think. It's a humbling concept that no one is out in the cold on their own; French society offers you help via governmental aid (taxes). At the end of the day, the way that society is set up undeniably affects individual thought. Due to that relationship, I think that the US government's "every man for himself" philosophy translates to a very individualist, independent population. But what of those people who can't find a job? Or have a serious illness? You really have to be financially secure in the US, otherwise you are constantly living in the fear that if you get sick, you won't be able to pay your medical bills. I don't know, it just seems that the French have more sympathy and understanding for someone who can't quite make it on his own. Unfortunately, there are many people in the US who would rather do anything than pay taxes (even to help others), and that makes me sad. I'm just starting to understand how these systems really work, so I'm not trying to speak as any kind of expert on the subject. This is just something I've been thinking about.

Due to this (and just the fact of being here and all that that brings to my mind), I've been thinking a lot about what country I'll choose to build a career, settle down, and so on. I've been feeling a lot of stress and general frustration lately because it's such a hard decision to make, but it decides everything. I prefer the European social model, the political system, the way of life, etc, but just being in France (away from the US) for 2 short months has made me realize that it's not that easy. You can't just leave your 'home' and expect to feel a sense of belonging in a foreign place. I love France, I feel good here, and I believe I feel more at home here than most of my friends on my program. But that doesn't change the fact that there are things about the US that I wouldn't want to leave behind, at least not permanently. So essentially I'm at a standstill, trying to choose between two continents that are so drastically different and unfortunately separated by a great physical distance. Being here has given me a lot of time and an interesting perspective to think about this (not only am I physically kind of 'between' the US and Finland, but France is similar to Finland in many respects without being exactly the same. And the fact that I associate mostly with Americans here creates an interesting and apparently eye-opening combination), and as a result, it's been all I've been able to think about for the past few weeks.

Speaking of cultural things, something a bit more light-hearted: I went to an "American-style diner" here last week called Breakfast in America and had the best cheeseburger I've had in a long long while. My friends and I finished our meals off with chocolate milkshakes (definitely worth the 5 euro), and we were reminded about how comforting food can be. This restaurant also has incredible, real American breakfasts, so we're already planning to visit again to try that out. Pancakes, eggs, bacon....yum. I can't wait! (French breakfast sucks, haha.)

Classes are going a bit better. Mentir vrai actually makes sense now, although it's difficult to pay attention for a full 3 hours. Usually I make it to about the 1-hour mark. Then I start flipping through my planner and thinking of autres choses. :) However, I did get a nice fat zero on my first quiz...oops. Oh well, it doesn't count towards our grade, and it's ridiculously ridiculous (yes, that ridiculous) how the class is organized. Get this:

Oct. 22: Quiz on Bourgeois Gentilhomme and Menteur (2 books), discuss only BG in class
Oct. 29: Quiz on Acteurs de Bonne Foi, STILL discuss only BG in class
Nov. 5: Quiz on Fables and Contes (2 books), finally start to discuss Menteur in class
Nov. 12: Still discuss Menteur (why have I already read the 3 other books??)

Basically, we have to read all 5 books within the first 3 weeks and it makes no sense, since we discuss them one by one throughout the semester. But whateverrrr.

Some exciting news! I've been slated for the position of VP Programming for Delta Gamma next year. I'm so excited, and all the election hype (even if it was just through emails, it was very exciting for me) has me missing school/DG/friends quite a bit. I think next semester will be absolutely fantastic...being away from school has really made me realize how amazing all my friends are at school and how much I dislike being away from them. Next semester will be so DG-tastic for me, and I could not be more happy to go back to that in January. I will be one happy girl during Rush, trust you me...

Okay well, I'm now quite tired (9.30 am class this morning was hard on me), and I'm heading out tomorrow morning to go on a tour of Pere Lachaise cemetary (Oscar Wilde, here I come). So I'm going to go to bed. One more bonne nouvelle--Anna is coming to visit this weekend! She is flying in tomorrow, and I know we're going to have the best time. :) I'll update on that next week!

Bonne nuit!